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Oh, Mia!
It's terrible...but wonderful...
I hardly know how to react!
When I went to check in with the captain, he seemed...agitated, and so of course I did my best to inquire as to the cause.

He asked me to walk with him—I have never struggled so to keep up with another man's strides!--and after some time, confessed to me his feeling of deep affection and devotion to his first mate.

I was shocked!
But he was so sincere...in so much pain... I wanted to help him so dearly.

You know your Machael, Mia. All I have of love I've derived from books.
I had little balm to offer the captain's wounded heart.

At some point in my startled babbling, I mentioned he should give Torael a gift.
He lit on this, and made me swear to somehow get from Sir Torael what he might like.
I vowed to do my best to gain the first mate's confidence and, failing that, to somehow obtain this information through other means.

But I feel bad, Mia.
Torael has been so kind to me. I truly wish to be his friend, but I am uncertain how this promise to the captain will affect that.

How did things get so complicated so quickly?
I want what's best for my new friends, I want them to be happy, but I also want to be an accepted member of the crew...so desperately.
And the captain--

No. That's silly.

But he trusts me.
I don't know why.
It makes me feel...special.

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